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Opened: August 8, 2008
Welcome to Emily The Vampire Slayer, my name is Emily (surprised?) & this is my personal webspace that is free for me to say as I like in. You don't agree with my ramblings? That's fine, leave. I'm not out to offend or upset anyone but, like most, I'm very opiniated... that can often get in the way of my desire to be friends with everyone I meet because I won't drop my beliefs for anyone. Why should I? But feel free to take a look around and comment my blogs. Any questions, issues or complaints can be addressed here.
If I Fail... F*** It!
27.09.08
So yeah! That's it. It is the early hours of Saturday morning... oh, kay, it's practically still Friday night, bout eighteen minutes past midnight, ahh, but alas... who cares? I guess I've reached a maybe/kinda/sorta decision, I have too many people to convince and to debate about the situation with. But St Wilfrid's is looking better all the time. I talked to my Mum and Jake, they both think that if it's what I want then I should go for it... also, turns out a load of St Wilfrid Alumnis have made it to places like even Oxford or Cambridge... and what? I can't do Duke Of Edinburgh, haha, did I really wanna anyway? Fate is so weird. Destiny is so weird. Luck is so weird. You see, I wanted to test them. I read my starsign for this week and it told me that I would get a well-deserved break (which I have) and it will give me time to think over what I really want (which it did) and in the end I would know what was really right for me, and it said: "Don't worry, everything will turn out better than you imagined." Yeah, okay, you think "ugh, you're relying on a crappy horoscope to dictate the path of your life", I'd think the same too if my starsign hadn't always been right about me before. Always.
Then I thought I'd give luck a chance. God, I even spoke to a penny. I kissed it and said: "you decide my fate, best of three, heads means I go to St Wilfrid's, tails means I stay at New College." My first throw got a heads, the second a tails; I threw the third one right up into the air and closed my eyes, I thought "this is it"... I watched it fall on the carpet a bit away from me and I crawled slowly towards it with bated breath. Then I let it out. Heads... it was heads. I guess in reality that's what I'd wanted. Pleaded for inwardly, I'd hoped that fate, luck and destiny led me back to St Wilfrid's...
The decision will have to be made shortly.
Tonight Jack and Trev came over, they brought me Firefly to watch, turns out Jack went speed-dating and met this girl from Newcastle which didn't work out... big surprise there. Bless him, he has no luck when it comes to love... perhaps he should try kissing coins, hahahahaahahah..ha...ha... kay, not funny. But he invited me out tomorrow night (tonight actually) and he offered to pay because I'm skint; I told him I couldn't go until after I'd watched Family Fortunes for the darling Vernon Kay. So he's going to come pick me up afterwards.
And also, tonight I finished more of the fanlistings that have been building up - thank God! I managed to get the Replacement done in the nick of time: Check it out here. Then I went onto myspace and Jeffree Star had posted a bulletin about his new photos, I couldn't resist, I had to build his as well. I am very proud of it and I want him to see it when I get a few more fans on there: Take a look. And, And, quickly last thing, check out the Phantasm.